Monday, 21 May 2012
mels 1972: Its been just under 15 months since husband passed...
mels 1972: Its been just under 15 months since husband passed...: Can not belive its been this long since you died yet it only feels like yesterday I miss you so much my heart is aching so much its been...
Its been just under 15 months since husband passed away.
About Me
- Widowed mother of a son who is doing A levels was with husband for 22 years there was a 23 year age gap which did not mater he was my best friend I do not have alot but alot of love and care to give could never afford own house my husband was very un well for years then he goes and gets cancer and within 3 months of op he died part of me died too that night heart will always be broken he was my first and only love of my life apart from our son.
i dedicate my blog to my late husband
losing husband to cancer
I was also told by the MC millians nurses that did you have a will we did not a friend phoned solicitors not far from hospital to come and see you to make the will you could not talk well as you were on a lot of medication but you were able to sign the will can not believe this was happening to you our son and I visited you all hours as you slept a lot you even had some trifle I brought in at 2.00 in the morning.By Tuesday I decided I wanted you at home the mc millians arranged every thing for us and you came home Wednesday of February at 4pm you were so happy to be home we had a hospital bed in the living room carers coming in and out all day they were great and you also had a night carer in at 10pm till 8.am so I could get some rest and to make sure someone was with you all the time I was so happy to have you home but by Sunday morning in February things changed the night carer said you had a bad night I called doctor out as you were waving your arms every were and you would not respond to me when doctor came he knew you were in real pain and as well as your key drive medication he gave you a big dose of morphine and a relaxer after that you stayed asleep all day close friends came later that day but by 8.pm your breathing changed and by 9.28pm you took your last breath with my son and me and two close friends by your side you died at 9.30 pm that night I had lost you for ever as my husband father best friend and soul mate my heart was broken and could never be fixed
How I feel now your not here
How I feel now your not here
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